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Balmung of The Azure Sky

2007-11-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

another post/poem we have... this time, its from W.B. Yeats

Damage done to the evil shaped one
too massive to compare
Balmung of the Azure Sky
Orca of the Azure Sea
together they gallop at full speed.
At the depth of my bosom,
your names shall remain.
You are none other than
the descendants of Fianna.

Epitaph of Twilight

2007-11-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

The following is the Epitaph of Twilight, an epic poem upon which The World is based upon. FTW, its from .hack.

Yet to return, the shadowed one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon
Rumbles the Dark Hearth,
And Helba, Queen of the Dark,
has raised finally her army.
Apeiron, King of Light beckons.
At the base of the rainbow they meet
Against the abominable Wave,
together they fight.
Alba's lake boils.
Light's great tree doth fall.
Power- now all to droplets turned
in the temple of Arche Koeln.
Returns to nothing,
this world of shadowless ones.
Never to return, the shadowed one,
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon.

Unknown where the Cursed Wave was born…
After the stars doth cross the heavens,
The sky in the East doth darken and air doth fill with mourning.
From the chosen land beyond the forest, a sign of the wave comes.
Riding the Wave is Skeith, the Shadow of Death, to drown all that stands.
Mirage of Deceit, Innis, Betray all with the flawed image, and did aid the Wave.
And by the Power of Magus, a drop from the Wave doth reach the heavens, and creates a new Wave.
With the Wave, Fidchell, the power to tell the dark future, hope darkens, sadness and despair rule.
Gorre schemes when swallowed by the Cursed Wave.
Macha seduces with the sweet trap.
Wave reaches the Pinnacle, and escape none can. Tarvos still remains with more cruelty to punish and destroy.
And with the turbulent destruction after the Wave. Only a void remains. From deep within the void arrives Corbenik.
Perhaps then the Wave is just a beginning as well.

Shunning the field broken by Wave.
The shadowed girl whispers,
"Surely, I will return."
Alas, the truth unbeknownst.
Awaiting her at journey's end;
Eternal mourning for her land.

When the finger points to the
yonder moon,
The fool will not look at the fingertip.

The whole cannot be changed.
We have already lost that chance.
Because the time left to us was short,
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should change not the whole,
But the parts.

Wave soars and shrouds the eyes.
No means to fight an omnipresent force,
The shadowless ones just grieve.
Why must it be a Wave?
Divide, if it would just...
Then retaliate, we may.

Over the Keel Mountains,
Meets an ape with human speech.
The ape asks,
"What clings to you?
Bear it - you cannot.
Accept it - you cannot.
But hidden - it is from you.
Recite its name."

Your own name—the name of your shadow, your dark side.

Like a frenzied horse that is driven.
An unseen wind of plague shrieks across the border.
Pandemonium, wailing, and stench of carnage fills the air.
There is no place to run. No hope of escape.
Those who are mourned will never return.
The hands of time cannot be turned back.

The Keel Mountains traversed at last,
we met a dragon that spoke thus:
"Sheraton am I, who interprets the signs.
An answer to my question, give.
If you can, complete my role will be,
and I will leave this land.
Though equally it exists before everyone's eyes,
grasp it not one person can.
Tell me—what is it?"

"This moment."

Plaird of the Seven Sisters
Falling in love with a human,
Became a Shadowed One and
was exiled from the Dark.
Hence, her name came to be
called Plaird the Fallen.
At her wanderings' end,
she settled in seclusion
in Arche Haokar.
However, Those days
may not last.
A reunion may come, or
may not. Plaird's form
vanishes at the coming of the
harbinger of the Wave.

Its so epic that I felt that I should post it here and spread it around. Though you may need to play or read the series to understand it.

2007-06-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

hey me, it's me again...

today i had a hard day...

i had my hair cut whilst sitting next to a senior gangster. what's worse is that he smokes without a shred of concern for others, despite being in a air-conditioned building. oh the worst has yet to come, he spewed out vulgarities like they were sentence-enhancers... after that, he used his hp to play a old chinese song loudly... it was like listening to a chicken being slaughtered...

the jap food i had for lunch at ichiban sushi at parkway parade was terrible, their standard had plummeted rock-bottom... just by looking at the colour of the salmon, you could tell that it was not that fresh...

oh i bought a new book, i forgot what it was called but it was quite nice... LOL

still have lots of homework left... i'm going to bugis on friday with brandon and his 2 friends to play max tune 2...

haiz, i know that aly has updated her blog and stuff but somehow, i feel as though she hates me... oh dear me, what should i do??? i've downloaded quite a few tatu pics for her as well...

well, i've gotta go.

2007-06-18T02:34:00.001+08:00

ah upon re-reading those old posts that i've made over the past year makes me chuckle. oh how naive i have been. how could i have not seen the truth about my class earlier??? why???

ah. i still love that part about "i shit you not..."

i guess i've gotta come up with a new sign-off message.

well, i've gotta go sleep. so cya tml alter-ego-san...

P.S. oh crap... i'm starting to act like a certain broken tape recorder in my god-forsaken class... (yes, i did abandon my class)...

2007-06-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

checklist for june school holidays:

school homework
emaths worksheets

bukit panjang

ahmad ibrahim

amaths intensive revision worksheet

chem worksheets

chem ws1
chem ws2
chem ws3
chem ws4

literature group work -- characters |susila(?)|
watching of anime

fate/stay night
lucky star
etc...

gaming

bully
warcraft 3
.hack//G.U. Vol.1 Rebirth

sleep
slack
~~learn basic html~~

2007-06-18T02:17:00.000+08:00

this is my first post in slightly over a year. and considering the number of people who will be visiting this blog, other than me, is 0... i will be typing out blog posts for myself just to remind myself of the good things that happened over the past year. such as good quotes from movies or books even games...

thus my first act upon coming back here, is to declare this blog reopened!

P.S. there are quite a few modifications added to the blog's template. i seriously need to find more...

2006-06-18T02:55:00.000+08:00

it is now nearly 0300 of the 18 of june 2006.

if you're wondering why i'm up so late, it's because i've slept 3hrs in the afternoon...

oh btw, i'm thinking of stopping blogging... because its so tedious.. so if you're reading this post right now, tag me to let me know that someone out there is reading this..

2006-06-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

it's 0137 on the 15th june 2006, i'm sitting in front of my computer blogging this whilst doing my june holiday homework.

the emaths teacher is crazy, mdm padma is a liar, ms loh is a HOD!

thus, the amount of homework that we have received is of titanic proportions.

i guess i'd better get back to doing my homework.

i've done amaths and emaths! just left with english!

2006-06-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

today i went to bing ru's house to do chemistry project. it was quite boring 'cause we played maplestory. and he didnt want to lose to me in Halo2 so he exited.

after that, i rushed down to compass point to get Shadow Hearts: From The New World guidebook, before rushing back home.

i really wish that someone out there would die in front of me and drop 100mil gp and a full set of barrows amour and weapons. and the next day, he would be so depressed that he would jump off the building and die, whilst dropping his wallet with a credit card inside, so that i can become a member!!!

oh how i love deriving pleasure from other people's misery!

bye.

2006-06-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back from the track and field camp.
it lasted from 5-7 june.
i'm able to touch my saitek eclipse keyboard again!
but first...
i've once again been motivated to play runescape again!
it's all thanks to wei jie, alyssa and kai lun! kudos!

i've decided to become a member next year or maybe end of this year!

ah...good ol' memories of runescape.

the camp was quite fun..but there were also incidents.
like the breaking of a window pane, and the classroom being filled with powder from the fire extinguisher!

i think i'd better go back to training my character in runescape now..can't lose out to others!

bye!

*this is yesterday's post*

2006-06-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

WAH!!! today really pissed off!!!

let me tell you what happened today in a chronological order.

at 0700, i woke up feeling groggy... i went to check my computer if the download had finished, but it was turned off!!! then my mother told me that power tripped again today! misery! but nevermind, one misery can still take it.

at 0845, i waited at the plantation ave bus stop for a bus to bowen, when 70 came, i immediately raised my hand. then i noticed that it was quite packed, and when it stopped, i saw 109 behind it! what's more, it was more or less empty. then i saw suzanna inside 109 seated down. and i had to stand in 70. nevermind misery no. 2. can still take it.

at 0910, the whole class proceeded to ms toh's classroom for our lesson. then she said that we didn't need to come, only the students who are poor in maths. and the class was already full... so she 'chased' us away. i was like "what the ****! wake up at 0700 and now no class!!!" . another misery! it's only misery no. 3. still well within acceptable limits...(considering the amount of torture from a certain penguin on a daily basis.)

at 1000, bing ru, tack wei, jin wen, and i went to serangoon central to eat mac. bing ru treated me to a sausage w/ egg macmuffin meal. then when i was making my tea, he took my hash brown and dipped it into the tea. i wanted to punch him, but i controlled my anger. after taking a few bites, my stomach felt uncomfortable. i ran to the toilet. when i came out i immediately went into a strangle hold around bing ru. misery 4! starting to border on the limits of my tolerance level.

at 1600, i played resident evil 4 on my PS2 on professional difficulty. i died so many times at u3 a.k.a. IT, that it got on my nerves. what's more, my uncle's maid was trying to make my baby cousin pass motion. the noise created was so irritating that i got my ipod out and maxed the volume. MISERY 5! (as it was a game related misery, the misery created was mutiplied several times.) i immediately changed the game to GTA: SA, and created a war against the feds to vent out all my anger!!!

at 2145, i am sitting down here writing this blog.

at 2150, i will watch mai-otome DVD special no. 5

later, i will sleep.

that's more or less about it.

bye.

2006-05-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

ello...

sigh...it's been a long time since my last post...

it's now the june hols. i should be happy/delighted/elated/jovial... but somehow, i'm not...

i still have track and field training, make-up lessons, and a hell lot of homework...

*SIGH!!!*

but i have a few things in mind that i really want:

1x 500gb external hard disk
1x a LCD moniter with a 1600x1200 resolution
1x PS3 (won't be out til next year)
1x xbox 360 (most likely to get it after 'O' levels, along with PS3)

that's more or less about it...

bye

BaLLZ

2006-05-21T09:31:00.000+08:00

ello...

i went to ps on friday to attempt to watch the da vinci code with the couple from hell, kway guan, siew ling and adela..

the moment we reached ps, the couple from hell came after me for no apparent reason, thus it was obvious to just run away. we met at macdonalds. when i went in to buy a drink, i didn't notice the slope. and i stumbled. even on the way out after buying the drink i stumbled as well.

eventually we finally met up at the arcade. it was there that i saw maximum tune 2!! i quickly changed money and played it with kway guan. after playing, we went to find the others. but i didn't notice the glass wall in front of me. and i slammed into it. luckily, it was hard enough not to break. ouch.. my nose still hurts..

i guess i'm slightly clumsy...

unfortunately, when bing ru went to collect the tickets, they asked for 6 i.c.'s... obviously we were not even 16... so we bolted...

somehow, we ended up at takashimaya. in an attempt to evade the couple from hell, we tried to hide in kinokuniya.. but we were found... kway guan also gave bing ru a false lead before we went to a place where they couldnt find us.. the basement supermarket.. but bing ru later said that he wanted to go for lunch before going off.... obviously something was fishy.. but who cares..

afterwards, we went to hareens, while the girls went around the entire place, kway n i went to hmv..it was there that i saw Gundam SEED Destiny suit 8: Lacus x Meer !!! but it was nearly $30!! thus, i swore that i would return next week with the money to buy it.

soon, we left hareens, and kway guan left us... i then followed the girls to orchard cineleisure. they walked around while i spotted a nice model shop selling quite abit of GSD merchandise. i saw a clear meer poster for $6. the obvious choice was of course to buy it, and i did!

after 15 min, we left the place. we headed to somerset mrt. it was there when i parted ways with siew ling, as she was taking the train to dhoby ghaut while adela and i took the train north. while i parted ways with adela at bishan..

it was a eventful day... thus it will always be in my mind..

bye

BaLLZ

P.S. IT'S A WALL OF TEXT UP THERE!!! by the way, p.s. stands for "pirory of sion" or "princess sophie" or "post script" . i'm just saying this for fun..

2006-05-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

ello...

the exams are over. but somehow, i feel no joy whatsoever..

perhaps it's due to having stressed myself out too much? or perhaps it's because i have absolutely no money to buy my anime stuff...

*sigh*

but i guess i have to find ways of gettin' my mood up...

bye

BaLLZ

P.S. i hath lost faith in thyself!!!

2006-05-10T06:34:00.000+08:00

ello..

this is my final post before the exams, thus i will be going away for the exams...

and on another note,

i bullshit you not, if those guys at the cinema entrance does not let me in to watch The Da Vinci Code, i will personally bleed them til their blood runs dry to keep the red part of the Singapore flag red...

farewell.

BaLLZ

2006-05-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

ello.....

i'm in a very depressed state of mind right now..

due to the exams..

therefore, if u happen to notice a dead body on the floor in bowen, that person has most likely pissed me off over the limit..

but the moment the last paper finishes, i will be back to my old mood.. so please bare with it-ne?

ciao-ne!

BaLLZ

2006-05-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

ello...

i've finally got a B for 2.4km today!!! my timing was 11min 40sec!! i now have a chance to get GOLD!!!

so..i've gotten back my english composition test paper from miss loh..and it was extremely disappointing..

i knew i shouldn't have gone all philosophicalon it.. maybe that is my downfall.. philosophy!! i'm glad that i found out my mistakes on the eve of the english exam..

but after seeing the results, i'm starting to get extremely worried for my english exams tomorrow..

haiz...

in different news, i'm seriously considering to find a new group of friends to hang out with.. the current group is all crazy over: chinese chess, halo, star trek, torture (wow, i'm getting softer!), and especially penguins... >_<

but.. i guess i have to hang out with them until i find a better group of friends, or i can just become so quiet in class that everyone will think that i've gone mute.. heh heh heh..

finally, i'm now officially known as the CEO of the A.B.C.D Corporation!! so.. bow down before me and acccept thy fate!! muahahahahahahahaha.. *cough*

...

BaLLZ

2006-05-03T06:31:00.000+08:00

ello..

its going to be a long day today..

why?

it is because, there is school today!

after watching i not stupid too, i feel like i'm useless,hopeless.. (all of this is crap, i'm just making crap up for excitement)

oh wells, i'll come back to post tonight.

bye.

BaLLZ

2006-05-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

ello..

today i went to my cousin's house. i saw my nephew. i swam. i ate chocalate. i went to T.M. . i went home. i'm right here now.

that's more or less about it for what happened today.

Forecast for tomorrow: my head will have a holiday on a silver platter. my body will be somewhere in africa. reason for this? a certain penguin and a certain friend of my who's boss is the owner of the place downstairs.

i'm seriously broke right now.. man, i really gotta get me some bling-bling!! you know what i mean. the green stuff. the stuff that you're paid when you work. a.k.a. CASH!!!

i really want to buy more anime soundtracks, posters, perhaps a pillow(with anime things on it)?

bye. hope to see you guys again (provided i still have my head where i like it)

BaLLZ

2006-04-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

ello...

today was nothing but sleeping..

except when yiwen came and irritated me..

nothing much..

i think i'd better get more sleep, since the exams are coming..

bye.

BaLLZ

2006-04-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

ello...

i found this poem that came from .hack

Epitaph of Twilight

Unknown where the Cursed Wave was born...
After the stars doth cross the heavens...
The sky in the East doth darken.
And air doth fills with mourning.
From the chosen land beyond the forest,
A sign of the Wave comes.
Riding the Wave is: Skeith, the Shadow of Death,
to drown all that stands.
Mirage of Deceit, Innis,
Betray all with the flawed image,
and did aid the Wave.
And by the Power of Magus,
a drop from the Wave doth reach the heavens,
and creates a new Wave.

With the Wave, Fidchell,
the power to tell the dark future,
hope darkens, sadness and despair rule.
Gorre schemes when swallowed by the Cursed Wave.
Macha seduces with the sweet trap.
Wave reaches the Pinnacle, and escape none can.
Tarvos still remains with more cruelty to punish and destroy.
And with the turbulent destruction after the Wave.
Only a void remains.
From deep within the void arrives Corbenik.

Yet to return, the shadowed one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon
Rumbles the Dark Hearth,
And Helba, Queen of the Dark, has raised finally her army.
Apeiron, King of Light, beckons... At the base of the rainbow they meet.
Against the abominable "Wave," together they fight.
Alba's lake boils.
Light's great tree doth fall.
Power - all now to droplets turned in the temple of Arche Koeln.
Returns to nothing, this world of shadowless ones.
Never to return, the shadowless one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon.

The wife buffeted by "waves" turns her back on the field.
The daughter that waited for the shadows repeated,
"For sure... For sure I can go home."
But the girl did not know...
The truth that waited at the end of the journey
The eternal mourning of her land.

In the place of the calamitous, only life was known.
After the circling stars
When the eastern dark void, the air full of despair
In the depths of the divided forest, in the land of Karma,

Riding fast on the path is Skeith
Bearing death's shadow, it eliminates all that seek to thwart it.
The Confusing Mirage, Innis
Decieves those that see it with illusions, rescues the waves

The wave soaring high, when its head is smashed,
A new wave will emerge
To become Magus's power.
When questioning the wave,
Hope's light will be lost when he speaks of the dark future of where sorrow and resignation reign.
Using Fiddlehiem's Technique

When englufed by the Waves of Calamity, Gole will plan
The sweet snare of conciliation is Maha
The Waves, an exceeding maelstrom
Nothing can escape

When you think you have escaped, Talvos exists
To destroy those with his exceeding cruelty
Upon violent requital, only to remain is the void, the vacant darkness
is the harbringer that Copernic is to appear.

-Emma Wielant

the game .hack was based upon this magnificient poem thus i posted it here!

bye.

BaLLZ

2006-04-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

ello...

i'm back from oblivion..

my chinese project is more or less a failure. but at least few marks is better than no marks at all...

eng was boring..

damn.. somehow, i feel that life sucks..

but the moment i went home, turned on my laptop, and started re-watching my-hime, i felt that i was right where i belonged... all the peace and serenity of watching anime came back..

even though the setting wasn't right, it was more or less suitable... but should there be overcast skies, stormy weather and a dark room, i would be extremely elated as i have a very comfortable environment to watch my anime..

ah... mai-hime.. mai-otome... my two most favourite anime in the world..

i'm gonna go back to continue watching my-hime..

aishiteru..

BaLLZ

2006-04-28T06:19:00.000+08:00

ello...

i'm about to leave for school. i've just downloaded chapter 12 of mai-otome manga. in like 3 seconds!!! its 4.3 mb!! but i'm not surprised. but heck! i just love my internet speed! i just want to get that 1gb/s plan when it comes out in a few years time!

sigh...

today will be another boring day in school..

i have to present my chinese project and kill lots of my brain cells during physics.

and pray (to myself) that mr michael is not relieving our class!

bye.

BaLLZ

2006-04-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

ello..

today (27/04/06) was a really long day..

i had my brains bored to death in a maths...

my legs wanting to run a million laps around the school in p.e. , but my body could'nt keep up..

during physics, the lights upstairs were on, but no one's home..

and after that i had to see ms james.

argh!

story of my life..

i was so tempted to carry on with the story from yesterday, but i had no energy left after finishing my chinese project...

sigh..

now its 12 plus in the morning of 28/04/06.. my brain is awake thanks to the coffee i had 10 minutes ago.. what an idiot i am..

i guess i'm better off watching anime than counting sheep to get to sleep..

Ciao!

BaLLZ

2006-04-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

ello...

i all of a sudden remembered about bowen getting gold with honours...not that i'm boasting about it, it's just that i thought of something sadistic:

when the announcer said "bowen seconday school...", the whole school was screaming like it was the end of the world. i know that they are expecting our school to get the highest award possible, a.k.a. gold with honours.

but if for some obvious reason, the announcer says "...certificate of participation!!!!!!", i would be laughing all the way to hell, for a few reasons. one of which includes myself being pummeled to hell with recommendations for the 18th level from my friend kway guan.

seriously, it would really be funny as our school has gotten so many awards over the past few years. perhaps it was time to relinquish the spot for others??? my answer is " YES!!!"

muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...*evil laugh*

*sees a mob of bowenians rushing towards me*

should i push the button???

*sees a penguin waddling towards me...*

oh HELL yea!!!

*pushes button with the words "run ultimate.haxorz.god.exe"*

you can't kill me!!! i'm invincible!!! muahahahahahaha...!!!

*gm walks past and bans me*

NOOOOO................ I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE TO FILL YOUR SOUL WITH LIGHTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

bye.

BaLLZ

2006-04-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

ello once again..

i think my crap-o-matic must have started up again because i'm back with more stuff!!!

http://anime.miao.us/archives/2006/01/26/592/

^^ the comparison between Mai-Otome and Gundam SEED Destiny

bye.

BaLLZ

2006-04-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

ello again..

second post in less than 10 minutes..

u must be thinking that i'm insane...

actually i AM insane!!!

'sides, i now give you guys a funny link to a strange website..( no obscene stuff, i cross my heart and hope to die)

http://merchantmix.ytmnd.com/

(pls copy and paste it into your url bar)

bye.

BaLLZ

2006-04-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

Ello...this is my first post here..

first post only, run out of crap to write..

hope you guys would visit often.

p.s. blogging is good for english.it helps to make you think of more crap to write in exams...

bye!

BaLLZ!

The Blog

Balmung of The Azure Sky

Epitaph of Twilight

school homework

emaths worksheets

amaths intensive revision worksheet

chem worksheets

literature group work -- characters |susila(?)|

watching of anime

gaming

sleep

slack

learn basic html